For while I thought I was going to die....my heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest...
leaving me to feel this ach and sorrow... a pain I thought I could not bare..but throught this pain I found myself again.
Yes I do expell tears from time to time..but not as much as I did before..
I can manage on my own,loving myself and needing noone..
yes I still have Love for him..but he needs to find and love himself before he can love another...
I laugh everyday,
I enjoy nature and fresh air...
I have quit smoking
Ive lost weight.
this tiny changes...
they have taken time, but I am there..happy and as I was before..only improved and